endellion

i miss the me i used to be

Current Mood: pensive

i am going to star using this again
or at least try to

first night in canada got stopped by immigration
got fucked by someone's growing mental insanity

had jagger for the first time
meh

had ewen for the first time
fun

had an empty stomach
very regretted

we start moving into the new apartment tomorrow
should be an interesting year

Current Mood: calm

i love it when i' m really drunk and stumbling home and some random will start talking to me about how he/she can't stand how the city is full of drunks on week nightd it makes me feel like ive accomplished something with myself

Current Mood: amused

like being buried alive in a coffin full of
gummy bears; you might eat a few, but mostly you'll just be crying and
waiting for your air to run out.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: piano magic

i hope that my conception was the most mind blowing-ly awful sex my parent ever had because
well
who wants their parents associating them with a great lay

Current Mood: grossed out

fuck because i'm moving to canada if i want to get it shipped to me i would have to close my account and open a new one that is just sad
because i want these right now

http://www.picturesforsadchildren.com/store.php

and you should fucking want them to

i filled my skull with vodka
it will either pickle or preserve
we will find out in the morning

maple town isnt on dvd yet
why isnt maple town on dvd yet
i dont understand
now im going to go cry and have some cookies and pretend like im over it even though im not

i'm so happy

Current Mood: ecstatic

i miss whispered apologies

worry taste like bile
or worry makes me taste bile


i am malnourished my blood pressure is low and my legs don't work right
oh and crying to so probably dehydrated
i cant wait till this is over and i am sitting in the couch trying to explain that it is reasonable to order pizza delight and deluxe at the same time

theres a black hole up my skirt in this icon i am an abyss

Current Mood: distressed

i'm considering going back to being a vegetarian
or maybe taking up macrobiotic

also im going to start using this diary when i move for about a year and then looking at my diary land diary and seeing if ive changed at all
hopefully i sound less like one of those whiney little bastard you want to throw in the river
i'm going to miss the hudson and east river

Current Mood: grateful

http://www.fleen.com/archives/2007/08/28/some-museum-love/

Current Mood: depressed

dont let me forget about this should be out by the end of next year

Trigun: The Planet Gunsmoke

Current Mood: awake

i bought a body pillow
i cuddle myself to sleep with it every night
my teddy bear is jealous
but he is too small to fulfil my needs

Current Mood: sleepy

you should start charging a fee to use your laptop like at an internet cafe

Current Mood: annoyed

i hate people who become apart of their sexuality and forget its the other way around

Current Mood: stressed

i' m moving to Canada
maybe i' ll stop pulling out my hair
or start sleeping
or get laid

Current Mood: drained